Saturday, April 22, 2006
i keep my paintbrush with me
wherever i may go
in case theres need to cover up
so the real me doesn’t show
im so afraid to show myself
afraid of what you’ll do
that you might laugh or say mean things
im afraid i might lose you
id like to remove all my paint coats
to show you the real true me
but i want you to understand
i need you to accept what you see
so if you’ll be patient and close your eyes
i’ll strip off all my coats real slow
please understand how much it hurts
to let the real me show
now my coats are all stripped off
I feel naked bare and cold
and if you still love me with all that you see
you are my friend pure and gold
i need to save my paintbrush though
to hold it in my hand
i want to keep it handy
in case somebody doesn’t understand
please protect me my dear friend
and thanks for loving me true
but please let me keep my paintbrush with me
until i love me too
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
managed to sneak online without my bro realising. ha. spent lunch discussing abt prom stuff with addie lie and i'm
not happy that she is going to get me and bling dates! hmpf. im perfectly fine going with my girlfriends thank you. it was so annoying today cos mr ang let us out late as usual. and i couldnt find bling and addie! rach told me bling left with theresa and addie left with romaine. i was like what?! so i decided to go home alone. the guy i sat with was like so pervetic eh! he kept moving closer and scrutinizing me and i was rolling my eyes at him. addie would have approved(: then i met bling and she told me she waited a whole 35mins for me!
aww. so sweet bling. like real ah. u could have waited outside my classroom and it'll be a whole lot shorter. lazy somemore lah bling. btw, theres finally some progress abt the 2e gathering! yays. and theresa was considering chalet(: i dun think i can sleepover though. anw im just glad that theres some progress.
Monday, March 27, 2006
wonders never fail to cease! i mean me blogging within another day is definitely one of the greatest wonders of the world(: yays! sch ended really early today at 9.30am. p.e was absolutely horrible. we did this endurance excerise which hurts really bad. went to j8 with bling, rach, izzy, theresa. was going to meet addie at the cinema after her trip to the doctor. speedy recovery to your swollen shoulder and my swollen toe(:
happy 15th birthday to
cindy! i havnt bought ur prezzie though xD
had lunch at long johns. the clock that they refer to is obviously way too slow. my watch was alrdy 11.13am and theirs were like 10.51? gosh they really should do something about it. and ms theresa d'cruz was having
such a difficult time deciding what to eat. she claimed that there were too many varieties displayed. bought the tickets for 'failure to launch' and met pat, kyna, shilin and mel there. the movie was so hilarious! and the chipmunk, golden retriever and dolphins were such darlings. aww.. i want them! the most disgusting part was when Trip's father paraded around his 'naked room' in the buff. like eww his butt was just so flabby and so gross ok! arggh. i jus realised that theres speech day tmr. ew.
Sunday, March 26, 2006
finally. the day ive been waiting for. camp-free and boredskin-free. it feels good to be home(: been lazing ard the whole time. cant bring myself to lift my body off the couch. watched
sin city ytd at blings house. its so graphical! i love it! the whole movie was like shot in black and white which is so cool. some objects have colour though. perhaps the director wants to emphasize the object. i injured my poor toe and it hurts so bad.
guides camp was surprisingly all right. except for the horrible food, the annoying night walks and drills, it was all right. i was separated from addie dear the entire camp ok! the first night was horrible. the seniors woke everyone up at 12am and told us to get all our belongings and meet at the parade square. i was scolded
thrice cos
1) i left the maggie mee which was to be my lunch for the next day upstairs
2) someone from my grp was missing and seeing that i was the day i/c, naturally i was scolded
3) my dirty laundry was 'stolen'
i was so annoyed ok! the sec 1 was 'kidnapped' to the seniors dorm. grp 5-7 had to run up and down to search for her. omg it was so stupid and such a complete waste of my time. anw, the second day was the best cos we were all drenched/soaked/ in water! perfect esp since the sun was like looming right ahead of us. after camp, i had lunch with addie and lala at kfc where we were like gossiping about the camp(:
the sec 3 camp was like
so boring compared to the sec 2 one. to be honest the only activities i enjoyed were the abseiling and the flying fox. speaking of abseiling, the instructor was so impatient! i told him i couldnt reach the step and he was like 'do u think u are the only one cant reach it'. such rudeness! hmpf. dahrul my grp trainer said i had the best L-shape coming down! HA.
the stairs were so scary! they were see-through and everytime i climbed them i could feel my head getting woozy. the flying fox was
superfun. i was really scared at the beginning cos my hands had to grab the ropes and i was sitting at the edge! when the trainer pushed me down, omg, the feeling is just undescribable! i felt like i was on a really high rollercoaster(: my heart was still pumping at such a great speed even when i finally touched ground.
bathing time was like so gross cos me, diana, elena, cindy and cheryl bathed in open cubicles!! i didnt noe where to look the whole time cos everytime i turned i could see someone's ass. the water was so freezing and it blasted me squarely on the face and i screamed! i spent the nights talking to cindy yap before i slept. addie u noe wad? im
still thinking about it. i need help.
Saturday, March 11, 2006
im so bored of this skin. its plain and boring and not at all interesting. i like addie's. the thong is super-cute. huiwen's skin is so pretty! wish i had seen it earlier.. it would have been MINE. todays the start of the holidays. i dun think im gonna enjoy myself much during the holidays. the reason:
guides camp cant believe how lucky patricia tanuwijaya can get! she escaped the camp!! boohoo. im left with addie. i jus realised how poor thing suhaili is eh! but its like i cant help it if i keep pinching her. her skin is like so C U T E. i dunno how to explain but its like rubbery? went shopping with coyi dear at bugis. for a very short while. wanted to buy something for addie but couldnt make up my mind so i didnt in the end xp. btw, suhaili its all
ur fault. u should feel guilty about it ok.
i bought this cute clover scotchtape and this adorable strawberry folder at
lovelyland. the strawberry is like sprinkled with sugar so it looks
deelishcious. suhaili is like supposed to buy me the sleeping cat for my birthday cuz i <3 it so much ok! what happened after the shopping was quite hilarious.
the only day i think i'm going to enjoy this entire holiday is
THURSDAY. yay! watching nanny mcphee, i dun like rach's version what nany mcpui. tsk tsk. so barbaric. so tyrant banks! lols. i jus realised that twine is like string! omg. why cant they call it raffia string or sth? whatever.
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
was feeling really depressed ytd but bling cheered me up. THKS BLING! btw, oral was horrible. i kept stumbling on my words and mrs thomas was scrunching her face. i guess this means i did badly. boohoo. just when i thought things coulden get worser.
Saturday, February 11, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLING and MOMO!!!i haven even bought prezzies for u guys x) sighhs. i owe that rachie a prezzie too. im like going to be broke alrdy lah. hahaa. its so unfair. i wanna get to do my ic too. but the gd thing about having my b-dae late is that im still 14 for my NAFA!!
squeals! ha. poor bling and momo.
sighhs. im so
sick of being
sick! argghh. friday was soo horrible. i had this stomach-ache during chinese lesson and my chi teach was like not ard? den i couldn take it anymore so i rushed to the toilet. my shit was like so watery and so gross ok!! ewww. things got from bad to worse. i was like feeling very very puke-able at that moment and it came out. the only fortunate thing was that i managed to flush the toilet in time.
the choc bread i ate in the morning was like soo DISGUSTING after it came back out. hahaa. diana and elena were so nice! they told the teacher i wasnt feeling well and were i dunno.. so concerned? hahaa. no matter what. thks to both of ya!! vivian lai helped carry my books down so thks to her too! i went down the general office at ard 9.35 but left at only 11.05!! i was waiting and waiting and waiting ok. so annoying. i took a taxi with my maid to the doctor and i could tell he was like 'wad? u're sick AGAIN?!' when he saw me. HAHAA.
my maid was like so annoying ok. cuz i left my bag on the chair and immediately headed for the sofa. she was like "come back only want to lie down. so lazy. put ur bag here where have space to sit?" i was like "so what? its not as if jonathan[my bro] nv liddat. whatever ok" i spent the afternoon ignoring her and sleeping. addie. u're right. ignorance IS bliss. call me smelly melly?! addie a.k.a cinderella or hairyrella! hahaaa.
